Nothing new today. I promise! It was a nice and easy day. Maybe I should count this as a blessing. It was medicine given at the scheduled times. Wonderful FB Video chats filled with info and laughter. It was a much needed shower for someone (KAYLA) with a much anticipated bandage change. It does itch so much when it's time. Tomorrow we start our day at 7am. for a blood draw. Radiation at 7:45. That is the earliest start time yet! I almost didn't blog tonight because there was nothing new to share, but Denny made me feel guilty reminding me (and quoting) the messages from our daily readers. I get it. I check my email daily. I get it! haha. I felt compelled with love to sit here and at least write something! We are ok. Hanging in there........ I still want this all over with. I am still scared. That's the truth. More tomorrow friends. Promise. (ok Den? I promise!) Tomorrow will be the start of more to share. It has been wonderful to have NO new info. I can't promise that......... but I can HOPE :)
update. Ok. After talking a bit more behind the scenes:
I know that a time will come where Kayla will one day understand the severity of all of this. For now, She is at almost a perfect age. She is old enough to walk through this somewhat. Soon enough... she will truly get it. Any younger and she would have been at an age where "tumor" or "get that bump to go away forever" would have been hard enough to explain. She gets that. We know that just above the bend is an age where she will understand what "relapse" means. And "cure". It will be when she truly is old enough for that that I don't know how I can hold back the flood of tears to come....... I pray for that strength.